Thoughts on Circum-Baikal

I am starting to have insomnia thinking about Baikal. The thought of a bike tour around the lake is taking strong roots and I am totally convinced that it is something that needs to be done. In my mind, it seems like a seed is being planted to kick start a nomadic lifestyle.

Baikal, sharp, crisp, bi-syllable, banana shaped fresh water lake seems to be taking over my thoughts. There is something magical and alluring about this lake. When I was on Train-007, something strange happened while passing through Baikal. I guess it was a combination of train fatigue, heat and the extremely annoying change to the direction of sunlight. I was looking froward to the views of the frozen lake and once the lake came into view, the sunlight started playing tricks. The train passed along the coast and was constantly changing directions from NW to SW and back to NW. The cabin was a toasty 30C and the blindingly bright sunlight reflecting off the frozen lake was increasing the temperature and made me squint. When I peeked out of the train, all I could see was the sky and the frozen lake reaching out at the horizon. The urge to get out of the train was at its peak (like I said, It could be the heat and fatigue, but I prefer to consider it the Baikal Allure).

However, a few hours of torture later, the mysterious Baikal disappeared from view and all was normal again.

Now that I am back, I get flashes of light and shadows and constantly see the vast landscape of Ice, sky and Sun. It is as if Baikal has a spell over me. I am forced to check out maps and stare at the lake. I am strangely starting to read Cyrillic. I religiously research about the lake, the people settled around, the weather conditions, climate patterns etc… I dream about biking along rough roads and camping among conifers. I feel the warm sun on my face and I realize I am at home and over slept.

It is difficult to look forward to the daily chore when you know there is a different life out there. It seems like I am getting flashes from a parallel Universe or may be from the future.

I wish to think it is from the future, and if that is the future, I need to prepare for it. I have strategize my life towards being a nomad. Need to find a source of $ to sustain my life. I do not need much money, just enough to survive and a few additional bucks for the rainy day. Generating savings for survival is trivial. I don’t think  that is a concern. What is a concern is that I am afraid the dream may disappear. I want this dream, I have always spoken about being a bike nomad but now I have a strong urge to be one.

I think Baikal is the key. I have a feeling that it is going to open the door to my future.

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8 Responses to “Thoughts on Circum-Baikal

  • 1
    Pfeiffer
    March 10th, 2010 10:41

    Hmmm… Is this your ekigai? If so, good for you. Also, if this is really your dream, no one can take it away from you. In fact, people will be supportive. So relax and indulge in yur dream!

  • 2
    nat
    March 10th, 2010 11:47

    I don’t know. It might be. No one can take your dream away, is correct. But dreams fade away like an old pair of jeans and they get torn and are discarded. And before you know it, you are 60 and have never lived the dream.

    I just don’t want it to fade. Baikal is the clearest dream I have yet. It may be my ekigai.

  • 3
    Pfeiffer
    March 10th, 2010 13:22

    Well, I have heard inspiring stories about people fulfilling their dreams at 60 or later. May be due to personal or family commitments.. My point is as long as you have found/a firm believer of your dream, it’s never *too old to realise your dream. Afterall, age is just a number:)

    *Trick is to decide which things you want most and which future dreams you are willing to sacrifice.

  • 4
    nat
    March 10th, 2010 14:49

    It is never too Young to start either. The only person who needs to believe is oneself. The rest is noise.

    Doh, Pls don’t make this a philosophical discussion.

  • 5
    The Captain
    March 10th, 2010 20:49

    All who wander are not lost :-)

  • 6
    nat
    March 10th, 2010 21:57

    Tolkien, Thanks. I will remember that.

  • 7
    silentguru
    March 12th, 2010 17:18

    So, why aren’t you in Baikal now :)

  • 8
    nat
    March 12th, 2010 17:33

    Hey K, Good to hear from you. The secret plan is to get Adi to fund my hippie life. Just a bit difficult to convince him. heh.

    But Yeah, I too am asking myself why I am not there. I don’t have a clear answer yet.

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